*Sombre post alert*
Almost certainly:
Song - Skin for Scars
Band - Cauterize
Album - Paper Wings
Almost all lyrics is how I feel constantly, & what I dread will happen if anyone trusts me...
Here's part of it:
"I'm out of shape and much too slow to chase you, to chase you
Its time you found somebody new to save you, cause I can't save you I can't save you
No this is not alright, everything's not fine, don't trust me with your life
Don't put your faith in me I'm much too weak to keep you safe tonight
No this is not alright, everything's not fine, don't trust me with your life
Don't put your faith in me I'm much too weak to keep you safe tonight
Every time you almost died
I chased your soul to the sky and brought it back to you
Before your body knew that it was gone
Every cut that didn't scar
I know exactly where they are I wear them all for you
Your skin is such a nicer tissue
Your skin is such a nicer tissue
I'm cutting off my wings, I don't deserve to fly
What the hell have I done, I almost let you die
I let you down my friend, I failed you once again
But this time is way too close, I can't save you"
It kind of delves quite deep into my psyche, of how much of a failure am I & always feel...
I was thinking of saying "Miserable Failure" by Magna-fi, but Cauterize always seems more apt for me....